I feel defeated. I feel outsmarted, outwitted and out of ideas. I feel like I don't know what I can do next, or what will help, or how to even try. It's so much more than a lost tomato. Or a broken tomato branch. Or a bunch of dug up carrots. It's failure. It's failure to know what to do to protect these things I grew with my very own hands. It's failure because I should have done it better from the start. It's heartbreak. It's losing things I care about.
But you probably don't understand that.
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